Purpose of Instruction

If you read through my blog you will easily be able to tell what my main struggles have been over this past year. God spoke to me through His word this morning, again more of the same stuff. I know that life is a journey and my one desire is to keep growing closer to Him.

1 Timothy 1:5-7
The purpose of my instruction is that all believers would be filled with love that comes from a pure heart, a clear conscience, and genuine faith. But some people have missed this whole point. They have turned away from these things and spend their time in meaningless discussions. They want to be known as teachers of the law of Moses, but they don’t know what they are talking about, even though they speak so confidently.

I have always been a person that “needs” to figure stuff out, come up with a clear plan, keep things in my control. The last several weeks I have been thrown several curveballs in life and this has increased my desire to figure out God, to figure out what His intentions are for my life, to get it “right” this time. My controlling and perfectionist personality thinks I need to figure it all out so I can move forward.
This morning the words from 1 Timothy truly spoke to my heart. God gives His Word, His instruction for 3 purposes. He wants us to be filled with love so that we can:
1. Have a pure heart
2. A clear conscience
3. A genuine faith.
That is it, nothing more. He really is not complicated. He desires us to be filled with love. The remaining verses are the ones that hurt a bit more when I read them. “and spend their time in meaningless discussions” That is what I do; I talk to others, analysis it all in my brain, looking for the right answer. I share with others what I have learned and what I know to be right. But am I living that way?? That is the conflicting point in my life. I know the truth, but do I believe and do I walk it? God’s way is simple. Live my life so I have a pure heart, pure intentions, and walk in truth. A clear conscience, doing the things He is asking me to do, not going astray by the world’s view. And last have a genuine faith. FAITH, He just wants me to let go, surrender and trust Him. He will take care of the rest; He will lead me in the direction He desires if I only practice these principles.
So a challenge to myself, don't look to friends and books to try and figure out what I need to do. I need to stay rooted in His Word and make sure I am living by these concepts in my decision making. Because when I walk with a pure heart and a clear conscience in all that I do and live my life with COMPLETE FAITH, the doubts and confusion will all fade away and the glory of God will be illuminated in my life and I can truly shine for Him.